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Behind every great man is a woman rolling her eyes.
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#1 For my birthday [which is always on the 21st of March], I want chocolates. Lots and lots of chocolates.
#2 I don’t act [unless I’m on stage]. So if I appear nice, pretty, or awesome in front of you, I wasn’t acting.
#3 I hate (I know, I know hate is such a strong word) PLASTICS. I hate fakes. I don’t like people who appear extremely kind to one person while planning to kill someone else. Just be nice! Is that too much to ask? Be nice and I promise, the world will be a better place.
#4 HAHA, by now you should be asking yourself “Gerrah said ‘A FEW THINGS’?!” Oh alright! Here’s the last thing I want people to know about me. I love ♫ Music. It means the world to me. It like a drug I can NE-EVER stop taking! Music is the cure to everything. Music was there for me when everyone else wasn’t! Music is my life, my heart and my soul.
#5 Oh aaand! [Last thing!, I promise!] I love my Mum, my Dad, Vic (my pet monkey, HAHA just kidding.. He's my brother), and everyone related to me
-Jim Carrey-
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ABOUT ME!
H E L L O ! - my name is Gerrah Lei.
I’m also known as “Lei”, “Gel”, “Ger”, “Jelly” or the “Crazy Filipino”.
There are a few important things about me that you should know.
*SEXY POSE*
*ANGEL FACE*
*DRAMATIC, SAD SAD SONG*
This entirely explains why I sing and act. So please, if you love Gerrah, don’t hate her singing or acting, because to her, it means the world.
I love God’s creations.
I love you!
He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.
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Thursday, March 5, 2015 ( 10:12 PM )
Hi my loves, it’s been forever since I’ve
written on this blog.
It’s 2:14PM in the afternoon and in an hour’s
time I will be out of my house to meet my elementary school classmate, April.
HAHA but that’s not the point. I’m currently typing because I need to get
something off my chest.
I don’t expect anyone to read this and come texting me
to see if everything is ok because dear friends, I am fine, I promise. (PS – I
cannot be anymore thankful for the support, love, care and concern my friends
have for me, I got your back ma homies!)
Here’s the thing. I question people who
say that distance can ruin relationships. “Oh we broke up because she couldn’t
take the distance”. Aren’t there so many long distance relationships out there
that turned out ok? For one, Mum and Dad were away from each other for 2 years
and they’re still together. There are so many reasons for people to break up
and not work out but don’t blame the distance.
I’ve been on a dating app recently and
fell in like with a guy living on the other side of the world. We kept the
conversation going and got to know each other more. We successfully kept the
conversations going for a month. There were moments when we didn’t know what to
talk about but the mere fact that we were making time for each other was enough
to make me smile because someone was making time for me, specially for me.
Sure we talked about dating but today he
brought up something I would not have expected. He brought up the idea of
talking to other people because he said that something is bound to change.
Here are my thoughts on his idea.
I don’t mind the freedom to get to talk
to other people because , sure, there is that risk that we would find someone
better for each other and scrap everything that we thought we had for each
other but on the other hand wouldn’t it
be comforting to hear “Dear, I’ve spoken and met so many people and all
them lead me to realise how you are the one for me.”
And then he went on to explain that he’s
saying all this because he does not want anyone to get hurt.
Dear friends, when we run a race we don’t
think of losing. Likewise when we start to invest our feelings for someone.
Don’t enter anything thinking that it
will fail because whatever it is you’re thinking? Heck yeah you’re probably
right.
Unlike war, this isn’t something you can
prepare for, no amount of wisdom can protect you from getting hurt because you
liked someone.
But you know what I say to that? You
deserve it – we deserve getting hurt. It’s part of the cycle - Falling in and
out. If you’re someone afraid of getting hurt then you’re not ready to be with
someone.
Wouldn’t it be a beautiful thought if
someone said “you are worth the heartache”. Don’t we all want that? Someone so
invested in us they’re willing to risk it.
I know talk is cheap and it is not fun to
get hurt but neither is regretting you did not give your best shot. We are all
in search for the right man or woman to be with and every failed relationship
only brings you closer to the ultimate goal of finding that someone. Every
failed relationship lets us reflect on how we can be people.
We are all a work in progress and getting
hurt is part of that process.
One day it will be worth it.
Til
my next blog post! Take care and God Bless.
- Gel
Even the rich are hungry for love, for being cared for,
for being wanted, for having someone to call their own.
-Mother Teresa-
for being wanted, for having someone to call their own.
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