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Behind every great man is a woman rolling her eyes.
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#1 For my birthday [which is always on the 21st of March], I want chocolates. Lots and lots of chocolates.
#2 I don’t act [unless I’m on stage]. So if I appear nice, pretty, or awesome in front of you, I wasn’t acting.
#3 I hate (I know, I know hate is such a strong word) PLASTICS. I hate fakes. I don’t like people who appear extremely kind to one person while planning to kill someone else. Just be nice! Is that too much to ask? Be nice and I promise, the world will be a better place.
#4 HAHA, by now you should be asking yourself “Gerrah said ‘A FEW THINGS’?!” Oh alright! Here’s the last thing I want people to know about me. I love ♫ Music. It means the world to me. It like a drug I can NE-EVER stop taking! Music is the cure to everything. Music was there for me when everyone else wasn’t! Music is my life, my heart and my soul.
#5 Oh aaand! [Last thing!, I promise!] I love my Mum, my Dad, Vic (my pet monkey, HAHA just kidding.. He's my brother), and everyone related to me
-Jim Carrey-
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ABOUT ME!
H E L L O ! - my name is Gerrah Lei.
I’m also known as “Lei”, “Gel”, “Ger”, “Jelly” or the “Crazy Filipino”.
There are a few important things about me that you should know.
*SEXY POSE*
*ANGEL FACE*
*DRAMATIC, SAD SAD SONG*
This entirely explains why I sing and act. So please, if you love Gerrah, don’t hate her singing or acting, because to her, it means the world.
I love God’s creations.
I love you!
He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.
-Friedrich Nietzsche-
Good evening readers,
Saturday night and here I am in front of my computer watching boyfriend tag videos after videos on YouTube. This week, I attempted to leave my phone on the living room centre table for 5 days and yea, I did succeed but right now I'm guilty for turning it on and texting my boyfriend. Heh.
Last night I successfully finished my present for his birthday. His birthday is coming pretty soon and I want to give him a memorable gift. That night I slept at around 4AM but before I slept, I checked my Instagram and I saw a picture he posted. In the photo, he's next to a Thai girl who was sleeping. I think they were in the bus travelling. No lies, I did not like it one bit. What made it worst was the fact the girl is really pretty. Insecurity sunk right in the second I saw her face beside my man. Flawless, big eyes and the fact that she still looks adorable even when she's snoring off says a lot about how much prettier she can be when she's conscious.
Ah, am I simply over-reacting or am I at the right position to feel this way? First of all there are reasons why I should be upset. I spent the whole Friday afternoon, right after school planning and making his gift. Basically he was all I was thinking about the whole day! And at the end of the day, before going to bed I see a photo of him close to another girl. Yea, I think my reactions are reasonable and well explained.
But that night I came to a fine conclusion.
Jealousy comes together with insecurity and the loss of trust. I don't want to be the girlfriend who jails her man but I do want to be the best girl for him. And in order to do that, I should be changing myself and not him. Truth is, I want him to meet as much girls as possible and then come home realising how I am the one.
Because that's the case for me; the more guys I meet, the more I realise he's the one for me.
I know, I know. I'm sixteen and many people say this lovey-dovey crap won't last forever but he and I.. we're different laaa. With him I feel comfort, warmth, maturity and love. And fingers-crossed, time will be my friend and let time tell what's going to happen to us.
Now that I have everything typed down and out of my system I feel much much happier :) :)
Next post coming soon!
-Friedrich Nietzsche-
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Saturday, July 6, 2013 ( 9:21 PM )
Good evening readers,
Saturday night and here I am in front of my computer watching boyfriend tag videos after videos on YouTube. This week, I attempted to leave my phone on the living room centre table for 5 days and yea, I did succeed but right now I'm guilty for turning it on and texting my boyfriend. Heh.
Last night I successfully finished my present for his birthday. His birthday is coming pretty soon and I want to give him a memorable gift. That night I slept at around 4AM but before I slept, I checked my Instagram and I saw a picture he posted. In the photo, he's next to a Thai girl who was sleeping. I think they were in the bus travelling. No lies, I did not like it one bit. What made it worst was the fact the girl is really pretty. Insecurity sunk right in the second I saw her face beside my man. Flawless, big eyes and the fact that she still looks adorable even when she's snoring off says a lot about how much prettier she can be when she's conscious.
Ah, am I simply over-reacting or am I at the right position to feel this way? First of all there are reasons why I should be upset. I spent the whole Friday afternoon, right after school planning and making his gift. Basically he was all I was thinking about the whole day! And at the end of the day, before going to bed I see a photo of him close to another girl. Yea, I think my reactions are reasonable and well explained.
But that night I came to a fine conclusion.
Jealousy comes together with insecurity and the loss of trust. I don't want to be the girlfriend who jails her man but I do want to be the best girl for him. And in order to do that, I should be changing myself and not him. Truth is, I want him to meet as much girls as possible and then come home realising how I am the one.
Because that's the case for me; the more guys I meet, the more I realise he's the one for me.
I know, I know. I'm sixteen and many people say this lovey-dovey crap won't last forever but he and I.. we're different laaa. With him I feel comfort, warmth, maturity and love. And fingers-crossed, time will be my friend and let time tell what's going to happen to us.
Now that I have everything typed down and out of my system I feel much much happier :) :)
Next post coming soon!
Even the rich are hungry for love, for being cared for,
for being wanted, for having someone to call their own.
-Mother Teresa-
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-Mother Teresa-
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