GERRAH BLABS!

M U S I C

HOLD ON.

Behind every great man is a woman rolling her eyes.
-Jim Carrey-

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ABOUT ME!

H E L L O ! - my name is Gerrah Lei.

I’m also known as “Lei”, “Gel”, “Ger”, “Jelly” or the “Crazy Filipino”.

There are a few important things about me that you should know.

#1 For my birthday [which is always on the 21^st of March], I want chocolates. Lots and lots of chocolates.

#2 I don’t act [unless I’m on stage]. So if I appear nice, pretty, or awesome in front of you, I wasn’t acting.

*SEXY POSE*

#3 I hate (I know, I know hate is such a strong word) PLASTICS. I hate fakes. I don’t like people who appear extremely kind to one person while planning to kill someone else. Just be nice! Is that too much to ask? Be nice and I promise, the world will be a better place.

*ANGEL FACE*

#4 HAHA, by now you should be asking yourself “Gerrah said ‘A FEW THINGS’?!” Oh alright! Here’s the last thing I want people to know about me. I love ♫ Music. It means the world to me. It like a drug I can NE-EVER stop taking! Music is the cure to everything. Music was there for me when everyone else wasn’t! Music is my life, my heart and my soul.

*DRAMATIC, SAD SAD SONG*

This entirely explains why I sing and act. So please, if you love Gerrah, don’t hate her singing or acting, because to her, it means the world.

#5 Oh aaand! [Last thing!, I promise!] I love my Mum, my Dad, Vic (my pet monkey, HAHA just kidding.. He's my brother), and everyone related to me

I love God’s creations.

I love you!

He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.
-Friedrich Nietzsche-

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Monday, December 5, 2011 ( 7:49 PM )

I SAW MY DEAR CRUSH

THE OTHER NIGHT and as he came towards me [more like passed me] I had the stupidest look on my face!

I think I looked like this:

And after walking pass me, I looked back and had THIS look on my face:

I know, I know. I know VERY WELL that I’m turning FIFTEEN ON

MARCH 21 [take note take note!] and I’m getting too old for crushes and I should be more focused on what I want to do in life rather than drooling over my fantasies of me and my prince charming.

BUT WHO CARES! COME’ON! Admiring somebody wont hurt.. right?

And according to my resources [it’s a better way to say ‘gossips’], he’s someone else’s. But that’s alright! I’m not disappointed [not at all!].

And I know it’s wrong to interrupt or destroy a relationship.

NO MATTER HOW TEMPTING OR BADLY I WANT HIM,

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I BELIEVE THAT I CAN BE BETTER FOR HIM,

Even if all my thoughts were right,

I have this thought that if he stops liking / being in a relationship with that lucky girl,

What makes me so sure that when he finds someone better than me,

he won’t leave? L

since he had the tendency to leave his current girl, it wont be impossible for him to do it to me too. L

I don’t want to be the reason for them to break up. I don’t want to hinder or stop anything.

I’m just gonna sit down and watch him

crush on girl

after girl

after girl. J

want to know why?

If I am meant for him, J it WILL happen. I shouldn’t go out of my way to break them up. In fact, I shouldn’t present myself as an option for that guy [if he’s in a relationship].

*sigh* I’m such a good good girl.

Or am I? *evil smile*

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