HOLD ON.
-Jim Carrey-
-Friedrich Nietzsche-
Woah. It’s been quite awhile since I last wrote on my blog. I have been busy revising. He thinks I’m a really studious girl. LOL. Where did that thought come from? I’m waiting for his text. ^_^
Though that has nothing to do with what I wanted to talk about. I want to be a little emotional in this entry.
Have you ever felt like you were not good enough?
Ever felt like someone is talking behind your back?
Every said “My life sucks”?
It’s sad to know that there are people out there who think there aren’t good enough. Who states the standards anyway? I mean, whose life is it? – It’s your life babe, YOUR LIFE and no one else’s. Honestly, it is really hard to laugh at a joke that isn’t funny at all. I believe that’s the reason why I feel left out in school. I mean, the littlest things that make a girl laugh in school, doesn’t tickle my humor even a single bit. It’s not that funny to me. Maybe because I don’t understand the joke or because I understand the joke too well for me to find it funny at all.
I understand who I am. My dream is simple- I just want to be happy.
HOW? That’s my problem.
I’m achieving grade that satisfy my parents.
I get trophies once in awhile.
I’m an average looking girl.
Average size here and there.. ^^
It’s just sad. I found myself staring at myself in the mirror. No smile, no frown.. I don’t know what I’m feeling.
I do have reasons to be happy, but why aren’t I smiling?
You know the only time I REALLY smile and laugh is when I’m in drama. I just love it when I’m with them. I call them family. Every single end of a meeting, we would sit in a circle and each and every one of us starts to be heard. Starts to matter.
I know things change .. But my feeling for DRAMA CLUB – WhiteLight will never change. I love it.
for being wanted, for having someone to call their own.
-Mother Teresa-
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