HOLD ON.
-Jim Carrey-
-Friedrich Nietzsche-
i wanna kiss u
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Woah.
To sum up today, I think I spent my whole day watching Romance Movies
“Ang Bisikleta, nagbre-brake
And Cellphone, nalo-lowbatt
Bakit and Puso, Hindi mapigilan”
translation.
“Bicycles have handbrakes
Phones can run out of battery
Why Doesn’t the heart stop
when we need them to?”
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He went to my place to talk about ‘stuff’.
I don’t really get it.
Does he still have feelings for me?
Or is the bitch next door having his heart?
I could kill just to know the answer,
But at the same time, I don’t ever want to find out
LOL. WTH is wrong with me?!
Or issit something wrong with him?
He said he changed. But but I saw nothing different in him.
It’s still his heart and soul.
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WANTED
A someone or something that would be willing to kill me silently.
I don’t want it to hurt. Because I’ve received enough pain.
Please and thank you!
I’ll be back to talk about crap.
-hugs and kisses-
Gerrah Lei
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Dear ______ ,
I've been thinking so much about you lately. I spent my whole day (believe it or not) reading your emails again and again and again. I'm really sorry I had the CAPS LOCK on almost all though out the previous email I sent you. It was just honestly how I was feeling deep in me. I'm sorry. ______ , you're such a great guy. When I got to know you better, I liked you for who you were - (past tense) - because now I love you. I never needed you to change whatever there was on you or in you. I love you. ______ , I know there's a choice for you to either believe my words or throw 'em in the bin. I mean everything I'm saying in this mail. Because there's a possibility, that this could be my last mail to you. Please hear me out.
_______ , I know I wasn't faithful enough in our previous relationship. And now we are on the verge of breakin' up again. I know you're getting sick and tired of my apologies. I also know, that you're full of doubts about me. I can't blame you if that's what you think about me. Yes, I have made my mistakes. There were reasons why I did them. But still, those reasons aren't enough to cover and hide the fact that You mean A Lot to Me. I love you. I know this letter is very metaphorical. But please try you're best to understand what I am trying to say. Although all I want you to know is I don't want to lose you. Not now.
Not now. Not in the distant future. I need you. I never felt this way before. I've never written a love letter for someone. I've never been this desperate. Both of us are really blessed because of our physicality. Both of us are above average. And that's why I am not so surprised that you have girls chasin' after you. I understand.
I understand exactly how you were feeling. I know what was going on when you said you were confused. I didn't have to ask. And although I did ask what was going on, it wasn't because I didn't know. It was because, if you did tell me, it meant you trusted me and didn't want to hide anything from me. Babe, you're more than just a guy to me. I'm afraid this would happen - you'd find someone a lot better than me. Please don't leave me.
______ please reply after you receive and read this mail. I'll be waiting.
I am really happy I met you. I know we're still young. And we have a great future ahead of us. We both know that we won't last forever. I thank you for all the time you've given me. I thank you for being in a chapter of my life. I'll never forget anything in this chapter. There's a lot more pages to my story. I want you to be in them. ______ , please listen to what my heart is saying..
I LOVE YOU.
Yours truly,
The Girl Who Wants to Be the Centre of Your World
And there you have it :D
An example of a love letter.
A love letter where the writer’s every word is from the heart and nowhere else.
The Writer Love the person on the other end.
She needs Him.
She Loves Him.
Labels: The pieces of my broken heart is scattered everywhere.
Yo! How’s it Hangin’ mah friends??
Life has been such a bore lately..
Well, except for a few stuff and Majorly Major Events of my life.
Like… finding out that your Boyfriend is CHEATING on you.
Dear _______ ,
We all know I was a bitch when I was in _________. And I can’t blame you for hurting me so bad to get back at me.
LOL. WTH. No use writing a letter after realising I was the one in the wrong since the very start. =S
I LOVE YOU.
Three words that has something to do between me and you. I know some people treat ‘em like crap.
I know they’re just words. They’ve got meaning in them. I mean it. I swear.
I’ve done nothing much lately.
Studyin’ is SO NOT in my ‘TO DO BEFORE HOLIDAYS END’ List.
I mean, come on! Give me a break!
Dear Mummy,
I have achieved more than you have expected (except for my French Language). And You said so yourself; You’re Very Proud of Me.
So please please please please lemme have fun for these few days. Because when school reopens, there’s this super duper HIGH CHANCE that I’m gonna commit suicide.
F-ing high.
I’m over here
*TAPS THE FLOOR*
And The Standard’s over there
*REACHES FOR THE SKY*
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Oh! Oh! Ermmm.. I’ve been attending Vocal Lessons for the past few weeks and I’m not sure if I’m interested in continuing.
It’s not because I can’t appreciate Ms Shelley’s teachings..
Nor issit because I don’t need anymore practices..
I don’t know..~
Last Week, I worked on the song
You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift
And This week, I’m tryin’
Smile by Charlie Chaplin (not sure how to spell it. Sorrieeee)
.. *sigh*
I miss School SO MUCH. I miss Diyanah and her Hair and her Eyes. LOL
I miss everyone. I miss Him too. I miss all the racism. I miss the scoldings. I miss the boring lectures. I miss Woodgrove. I miss WhiteLight. I miss wearing my Uniform.
There’s this InwardBound event.. I’m quite interested in going.
Imma think about it :D
That’s all for now.
Ha. Thanks for reading if you made it this far. Hehe.
Love y’all
-Hugs and Kisses-
Gerrah Lei
Labels: I don't know how I feel.
Yo! People,
Wanna know what happened for the last few months?
Nothing much really.
End of Year Examinations weren’t that bad.
In fact, I got 3rd despite that fact that I got an F9 for French.
-still an achievement right right?
*SIGH*
Mr A and Jems? LOL. That story came to an end. The Beginning of An End.
- Ha. Excuse me, I’m talking crap over here.
Let’s see the few major stuff that happened within this few months.
-I didn’t study that hard, to be honest. I wasted most of my time instant messaging people. Cool actually it felt so good to be so bad. LOL
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OHMAIGOSH. That trip is a trip I would NEVER ever forget. It was just a short trip yet a
Impossible.
Drama Club Rehearsals
-TIRING! SYF isn’t as easy as I thought it would be. The rehearsals are crazy. Whitelight is a club I’d never regret joining. It’s a family. Well, the whole club is wide aware of the mean things people say about us but we keep silent, not because we are week to not fight back, but because we are strong and mature enough to understand their insecurity *BITCHY SMILE*
*SIGH* Wow.. another year is coming to an end. My freshman year in High School is over. I had so much fun. I’ve learnt things that I’ll treasure and remember. The new friends I’ve made, the immature relationships I had, the punishments and praises the teachers gave me.. They were all awesome. These are the stuff that I would recall and sigh and smile about.
I’m Loving My Life <3>
GLMP
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